Friday, April 23, 2010
10:04 PM
Maybe if I stop caring,
everything will get better.
Friday, April 16, 2010
11:57 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
10:01 PM
There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I’m not sorry I met you
I’m not sorry I know you
but . . .
_ I'm sorry for 13 April 2010 incident
._. 谢谢你们的concern ._.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
11:52 PM
We’re afraid to care too much for lovethat the other person doesn’t care at all.* Sorry for yesterday incident and i know it is my fault, but you don't have to . . . . . . . .Haiz...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
10:27 PM
Today 13 April 2010 Tuesday,
As per usual, I reached Jurong Point Interchange at around 8.30pm today. I was waiting for bus service 154 at its bus berth.
Before I start waiting I went to take a look at the LCD display which shows what time does the next bus arrives.
The display shows 8:42pm, which means that I only need to wait for around 10 minutes for my bus to arrive.
At 8:45pm, the bus captain has still not yet arrives. At the same moment, I was wondering, perhaps the bus driver is having his dinner, etc. Thus, I decided to wait further.
Which waiting, I glanced at the LCD display once again, this time round, it prints, 8:53pm. I guess no choice, “bo bian” need to wait further…
Around 8.55pm, 3 bus captains came to the bus berth which I was in and I was really HAPPY!
Unfortunately, they went onboard 3 different bus 154 and all drove off displaying the sign on the LED display, “OFF SERVICE”!
Pauses for a minute, all 3 buses at the same time “Off Service”?
Not only so, the LCD display wasn’t accurate at all. Don’t you think this is too suspicious? I do know some people in this industry; this is definitely not the industry practice at all!!
There could be genuine reasons, but this is just too ambiguous!
Oh My God!
When the 3 bus captains drove away from the interchange without any passengers, I noticed all fellow commuters, their face turned BLACK!
Definitely my face turned BLACK too . . .
Waited for the bus again . . .
Finally around 9.06pm, I managed to board bus 154 after much ordeal.
NOTE: License plate "SBS8976H" >.<
Saturday, April 10, 2010
11:13 PM
Have you ever wondered why would a guy fall for a girl who had been treating him as friend?
Why won't his heart get moved by the girl who had been treating him like a precious of hers?
Why won't his heart get moved by the girl who admires him and instead, chose to fight for his love and getting all depressed by it? I'm often wondering and I just can't find the answer.
Waiting at one corner, every minute which seems to be years, just for her to realise what you really need.
A secret confession you wish you could tell but everything seems to be going against it.
We're constantly waiting for them to take the first step to realise our needs and wishes,
for them to treat us like we are the closest thing to their heart.
Who doesn't want to be that special person in someone's heart?
If only girls have the ability to allow words to take over their bodies, then guys may not need to guess about every actions they have taken. If only guys can stop their mind from thinking about all the things.
Upon leaving the site, I'll either heave a sigh of relief or I'll allow devil to act in me.
This is neither good for me nor you.
Friday, April 09, 2010
9:36 PM
To T_ _ _ H_ _ Y_ _ _ ,
If you really know what i am thinking then
you should know what to do le bah :(
Haiz...
i don't have the mood to work for this weekend.
FYI:
Promise are NOT meant to be broken,
but if you wish to break the promise so be it because,
perhaps i'm still not special enough for you to promise me?
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
8:12 PM
Just hope that _ will like the heart plushie,
which i gave it to her today with my lab mates,
accompanying me along just to give me moral support.
_ you can hug this HEART when you sleep :X
( T_ _ _ H_ _ Y_ _ _ )
* L308 lab mates, LOVE you guys / ladies :)
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
8:00 PM
I had a day . . .
to listen,
to love,
to apologize,
to forgive,
to decide.
I had a day . . .
to speak,
to give,
to thank,
to wish,
to learn.
Saturday, April 03, 2010
11:26 PM
Perplex, I am. There's still this little tinge of unhappiness.
Tried to stop myself from thinking.
I'm being unfair but I couldn't help it.
I wish we could have a heart to heart chat.
Constantly checking my phone no matter how busy I am and there _ are, messaging_ and me,which sometimes left me wondering if _ late replies were because_ were busy or because of _.
I want to smile to you but something in me tells me that I shouldn't.
Then I hear another voice telling me how mean I was to treat you this way.
Another voice came in telling me to shut myself up and stop thinking about it.
It then occurred to me that I do care about you but I just can't face the reality.
I know and understand the situation and I've forgiven you.
It's difficult to forget.
I'm upset because I felt the sourness and not over the fact that _ texted _.
Sometimes I seriously feel that you're not putting any effort to make me feel better.
Sometimes I seriously feel that perhaps I'm still not special enough for you to do something for me.
Sometimes I'll tell myself, "No, that's who _ is and I'll accept it." and now I realise that I can't live on with this sentence alone.
It's never enough to keep me moving. A little effort in exchange for my smile, will you?
( T_ _ _ H_ _ Y_ _ _ )
Someone, please decode my heart for me.